This moment is back again, the moment when all the hard work, all the patience, all the love, fell for nothing. I want to run away from destiny as a big sister,destiny as an orphan. I can't hold it anymore. please...i can't.
your words, hurt me to all parts of my heart and mind . You know it, you experience it, but why don't you understand my wounds. You are everything to me, you are my heaven , but why ....
I know you're tired too, so am i.
And now I have nothing on my mind, other than hurting myself to divert this mess
if I die? what will happen
if I choose to commit suicide, then it will be better for my family
if I gone, will they be happier
If I never existed, would my mother be free
can i be free ?